Teenage Regrets

Don't let the title fool you. I don't have normal teenage regrets. Most teenagers regret going out and partying and getting drunk and high. I didn't have that. My parents didn't let me go out and have fun whenever I wanted to. I got to listen to my best friend tell me when she was going out and what all her plans were with some other friends. She was telling me about when they go out of town and just cruise on back roads. Just having some innocent fun and some of the stories I have heard are actually pretty funny. But here lately I have really been thinking about it more than I used to. At that time I just felt left out, but now I fell like I missed out on some awesome experiences. I want to go to the  pool every day, go down to the river, sit around a bon fire and drink a little, and cruise on back roads just for the hell of it. I got to go out and cruise on back roads one time and that was just like a tease to me. I wanted and still do want more of that. Now I just kind of lay around and wonder what that would have been like. I know it wasn't my fault that I didn't get to do any of that, but I still regret it. On the bright side I still get to have a little taste of it this coming summer. We are going to be going to some fairs and going to the pool which I'm so excited for. At least I do get to live a little before I get too old.