Late Nights

Late nights are getting boring. I don't even get to spend any of it with my husband because he has to work in the morning. Now I just sit here and watch "How I Met Your Mother" all freaking night. I don't even really have anything to look forward to in life anymore. I am already married, I can't have children, I can't get a job, and moving away seems like it will never happen. I feel so lonely and out of touch with myself lately. I don't know, I really just want to pick up everything and go on the road, but that is really hard to do with no money. Yeah, Justin has a job, but after bills and everything else there's just no money leftover for traveling and spontaneity. Oh well. Guess I will have to get over it. I'm ready for bed now. Talk more later.