Nothing But Pain

I have finally decided to allow myself to heal. I have opened my heart back up to feel the hurt and the pain that Adam left me with. It sucks and I don't want to feel that way, but I know that if I ever want to truly move on I have to feel this way and get over it. I don't want to hurt someone else because of my issues. So it looks like I'm stuck feeling this way. I've had all of the pain and I have gained nothing.