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Wednesday, January 19, 2011
I need your advice
So today I'm doing better, but it still sucks that I got rejected. I'm going with my friends to the dance and can't wait to get there and get my mind off of him. I'm debating whether I should keep him nameless or not. I'll decide later I guess. My friend Amanda said that I could borrow one of her dresses for Winter Royalty. It's one of my favorites and it's black. I think that it makes me look really skinny, which is a good thing considering how fat I really am. As long as I look amazing I think I'll be okay. I'm wondering if he's just going to be busy on Saturday or not. Because if he is going to be busy, then I would ask him out again, but give him a date that's far enough in advance for him to not have any other plans. I don't know if I'm pushing it or not, but maybe I'll ask him to go to prom with me. Should I ask him or should I just forget about him (which is very hard to do)? Of course I wouldn't ask him today. I would wait until like March or something. It seriously took me up until yesterday to finally talk to the guy. I need someone to give me some advice.
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I think that it's great that you're going with your friends and you're leaving thoughts of him out of mind, at least for the dance! And I'm glad that you found a dress that you love as well. Everyone was created a different way and everyone is beautiful in the eyes of someone. So don't be so negative on yourself, positivity brings good fortune! Don't worry about asking him, give it time. If by March you still want to go with him, go for it and ask. If not, then no foul done. I say forget about him, which can be hard, but it IS possible. And I do promie you that. I've gone through hard times with people I've been with and thought I could never forget them but I moved on and am happier now. Yes, it's so hard - but count on your friends and they will pull you through every step of the way. Or if you just need a stranger to vent to or ask for advice, my blog is just a click away. :) I've been through a lot relationship and family wise and I could maybe help or will at least try to. And even though I'm gay, I have dated some guys in the past; so I am somewhat relateable. I wish you the best of luck with all this hardship you're going through and have fun at Winter Royalty! Maybe I'll see you there. :)
ReplyDeletethanks u always know what to say.:)
ReplyDeleteI agree with Danielle, she actually took the words out my mouth. Don't be so negative about yourself. You are beautiful!!
ReplyDeleteThanks Miss Jareske. You rock!!! :)
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