LOVE OF MY LIFE

Winter Royalty is almost here and I still haven't asked the guy out. How pathetic is that?! When will I ever have the courage to talk to him? Is there anyone who can help me? I feel so stupid for always complaining about being scared to talk to the guy, but it's not like I can ever talk to someone face to face about it. I just think that it would be easier to forget about him. But it's so hard to do considering how much I like him. I want to let go, but I just can't. I also think that I make things too complicated. Is there anyone who can give me advice on what to do? Talk to him and ask him out or just admire him from afar? I know it sounds crazy, but I think he could be the love of my life. I don't want to miss out on being with my one true love and all, but I can't get up the courage to talk to him. HELP ME!!!!!!!!