Just A Life Update

It feels so good to be blogging again. My creative spark is back and I am writing again. I am focused on my dreams and what I want for my life. I have been spending a lot of time with my best friend. We have grown closer and we are learning new things about each other that we didn't know. She is like the sister I never had. I honestly can't wait for summer to come again because I want to watch some soccer. I am more appreciative of the little things in life and I don't take them for granted anymore. I would love to do some of the things on my bucket list and live life to the fullest. I went through some of my older posts on here and have been thinking to myself "what was I thinking?" Honestly I believe that there was a time that Adam really loved me and he truly believed he did. I think we were starting to drift apart and he just realized it before I did. But that is not the reason he left me. His mother never liked me and thought I was the reason for all of Adam's financial problems. She thought that I was hurting him and holding him back. If anything I encouraged him to do something with his life. His mom told him that he should break up with me and he did it. I still have moments where I can't believe he is gone, but most days I am doing really good. I don't have too much more to talk about so I guess it's off to bed.