Putting My Life Back Together

My life is finally coming back together. It's like a puzzle that takes a long time to put together. It takes a lot of focus and energy, but it eventually gets done. Now I know things will never be the way that they were, but I do know that even though Adam is gone I will always love him no matter how much time passes. He was my first true love and you never forget those. My life has been going better since he left me though. I have a good head on my shoulders and I am looking for a job. I have a guy that treats me right and tells me that I am beautiful everyday (even on the days that I know I look like crap). My trust is pretty well shot at this point in time and if anyone wants me to trust them they need to understand that it is going to take a lot of time, but if they truly care about me they will put forth the effort to gain that trust and they will wait patiently for it. I am going to look out for myself this time and not make the same mistakes that I did last time. I am going to be careful and I am going to be happy. I have my friends and my family, but if someone else wants to be in my life, they are going to have to work for it. Adam ruined my life, but I refuse to let that part of me rule my life. I am not going to give him or his mother the satisfaction. They will not win because I am stronger than that. I have the ability to walk away and say, "I am a strong and I can get through this." I have a feeling that my life is going to just get better from here on out.