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Tuesday, January 18, 2011

I'm crying right now

Well, I asked him to go to the dance with me. He said the thing that I was fearing the most. Well, second most actually. He didn't say straight up no, but he did say that he wasn't going to Winter Royalty. : ( What am I going to do?! I am so upset. I'm sitting here crying and some people are giving me weird looks. It was so embarassing. I looked like an idiot, I swear. I don't really feel bad that no on will go with me, I feel bad because I pretty much got rejected by the guy that stole my heart. I'm pretty sure I don't have a heart anymore because he just shattered it. Should I give up and never try to talk to him again or should I give it another shot and ask him to do something with me? I don't really want to talk to him again because I'm so afraid of rejection and I looked ridiculous asking out this insanly hot guy out. I swear that all I want to do right now is cry and cry and cry and cry. I think I just want to go home and cry. My mom will ask me what's wrong and when I tell her she won't believe me. I've been trying to ask him out all year and I've never done it. So she probably won't believe me when I tell her that I tried. It seems so unbelievable. I look really stupid sitting here and crying, but I don't know what else to do. I'm not sure I can ever talk to him again. He probably thinks I'm some idiot who's desperate for a date. Well, I'm not. As crazy and stalkerish and stupid as this sounds, I was desperate for him. He stole my heart in the beginning and shattered it in the end. I don't want this to be the end, but I don't know what else this could be. I'm pretty sure my life ended and my reason for living has rejected me and I won't get another shot at love. That was it. : (
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4 comments:

  1. ☮January 18, 2011 at 12:22 PM

    Don't worry and don't feel embarassed. People will turn you down and say no to you in your life time but everything will be fine. :) I didn't have a date last year, went, and had an amazing time with my friends. Go with friends and enjoy yourself with them! It's honestly a lot more fun than going with a date and having to stick with them the whole night. When you go with a group you have the chance to bounce around and visit with everyone. :)

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  2. JoshlynJanuary 18, 2011 at 12:30 PM

    Thanks. That's some great advice. UR awesome!!!! :)

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  3. Bjareske-youngJanuary 19, 2011 at 11:11 AM

    Danielle that is great advise! This guy could be telling you the truth, maybe he isn't interested in dances. Don't give up hope on that cute guy just yet. Don't be sad either because you are a very awesome person.

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  4. JoshlynJanuary 19, 2011 at 12:10 PM

    Thanks. I sure hope that he's telling the truth because I really like this guy and I don't think that I'll ever get over him.

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